Back in April, I shared with you that I had been diagnosed with hypothyroidism and gave an overview of what that has meant to me. You can read that confession here. Two months later and I am sick of thinking about it but understand that an update could help someone else.
I made this picture on a hike in the Hocking Hills last year. This picture of emerging from the darkness and climbing worn, uneven stairs toward the light is the perfect imagery to illustrate where I am right now.
It is notoriously difficult to adjust thyroid medicine. My circumstances are improving but it has been a slow climb. My energy is improving but I can still sleep ten hours and wake up feeling like I didn’t sleep at all.
Hair loss, joint pain, and sudden raspiness of voice persist. Fatigue in the afternoon is a pain and brain fog is still sometimes an issue. Finding the rights words is hard work some days. I had been combatting this with a bit of Diet Coke in the afternoon but have discovered that pop and sugar make things worse.
Reducing gluten has been a game changer and eating a banana most days has helped too. My medical provider advised me to listen to my body but to push myself to do more. So I’m trying to get back into hiking or at least walking the local bike path as much as possible. I have been trying to get to sleep early in hopes that someday I will awake rested.
Thankfully, many of my symptoms like weight gain and occasional dizziness seem to have leveled off and that is encouraging.
So I take my medicine religiously and try to walk that tight rope between rest and pushing.
I’m far behind in chores and work around the house because all my energy seems to be used up by my job and by trying to have some quality of life through an occasional adventure day.
I have a big trip on the books later this summer so I’m trying to do some training on the hiking trails. I will need more energy and more muscle power if I intend to enjoy that trip.
So things are improving even if it does feel like a slow climb out of the dark. If you have a thyroid problem, give yourself some grace. Personally, it feels like my body hates me and I hate my body. It’s a toxic relationship but I still choose to believe there is hope.
Sorry to hear that Brandi but glad you are making progress. Getting your body adjusted to medication can be a slow and painful process but when you come put of the tunnel you really will feel the benefits. I wish you well and hope that you get back to normality swiftly.
Thank you so much. I’m trying hard to focus on the gains. I’m just unaccustomed to being so tired all the time and honestly, I’m tired of hearing myself complain about it! Haha.
Get to feeling better soon. Brandi!
I’m working on it! Thanks!!
Brandi, I agree, there is hope. You described so well the challenges of regulating thyroid hormone replacement meds. Wishing you well. Love the blog—-
Thanks so much for your kind words. I’m glad you like the blog and appreciate your support!
It really can be a rough road getting thyroid meds dialed in right. Have faith; you will get there. And then your skin will clear up, your hair will come back, your focus and energy will return.
I currently take 100mcg Synthroid, brand name only, plus 5mcg Liothyronine in the morning, and another 5mcg at night. The Synthroid was helping a lot but my T3 was still a little low. The Liothyronine is synthetic T3, and that tiny 5mcg twice a day is all it takes to push my T3 into the good zone.
Holy cow. That sounds quite complex but I’m glad to know it is working for you. Thanks for the encouragement!
Ugh sorry to read this but glad things are slowly getting better. I was just diagnosed with Hashimoto disease but my thyroid is functioning normal right now. I have been gluten intolerant for over a decade and honestly not having gluten I’d a game changer 😂. I’m trying to cut down on dairy also. We will see if i can do it. Keep on trucking girl. You’ve got this!
I am healthier when I don’t eat dairy. I’m also trying to break some of my sweetener habits but it’s one step forward and two steps back. We will both keep trucking!!