Discomfort

Yesterday I finished reading a novel that was both captivating and stomach turning. Maybe it’s the mood I’m in right now but I wasn’t prepared for the rawness of this story. The book is called “The Song Of The Blue Bottle Tree” by India Hanford.

The author weaves together the stories of multiple people in 1967 including a snake handling preacher who abuses and molests women and girls in his life, a Vietnam veteran who comes home fighting a different kind of war, and a woman whose story is rich and unpredictable.

I liked the book but there were times the abuse theme was too much to absorb. Luckily, I didn’t dwell long in this oppressive world because the story was so well told I didn’t want to put the book down and it ended quickly.

When I told my fella all this, he asked if I was glad to have read it.

My answer was this:

Literature is not always meant to be comfortable.

If you are always completely comfortable with what you’re reading, it’s time to try some new books. Yes, we read to entertain ourselves but we ought to also be reading to expand our minds and learn about something that is different than the world we know.

The world does not owe us comfort. This applies to books and movies, to jobs or teachers that push us further than we wish to go, to the historic record that we don’t like, and the contemporary events that drive us to change the channel when the news comes on.

I have been thinking some about solo hikes and road trip adventures. These things didn’t always come easy but I did them anyway and am better for it.

Discomfort is where the growth begins. Trust me. I have experience in this area.

I know people who read just one genre and watch only certain kinds of tv shows. They vacation in the same place year after year and stick to the same blandly scripted series of safe choices.

I hope to never be that person.

Let’s all vow to try new things when we can, to open our minds to the things that make us think, and to refuse to accept comfort when we can instead choose growth.

Pourtales Library

If you are fortunate enough to be a guest at the Broadmoor Hotel in Colorado Springs and are a book lover, there’s a very special place to see. It’s called Pourtales Library and it’s located just off the main mezzanine in the resort’s main building. 

I had seen a photo online but was still delighted and enchanted to see it in person for the first time. We were fortunate to be there for the first time when no one else was around.

It’s a small place with big character and an elegance that comes from something that feels both timeless and almost medieval. There’s a massive fireplace with a crest. Floor-to-ceiling shelves are stuffed with books that were donated by a longtime Broadmoor guest.

There are delightful reading nooks built into bookshelves and a warmth that makes you want to sit down and stay. There’s even a ladder!

Time didn’t allow me to sit and stay but I did take time to browse the collection a few times. It’s an eclectic assortment of old and new available to guests on the honor system. Some of the books are truly strange and others are perfect for browsing at a place like this.

I liked everything about this place including the name. Incidentally, it was named for Prussian Count James Pourtales who was a driving force in the development of Colorado Springs and the construction of Broadmoor Casino. That casino no longer exists but was the precursor to the hotel that exists today.

It’s like something from a storybook. If you ever get to stay at the Broadmoor, I hope you will seek out this space and rest a while amongst the books. You will love it!

PS: If you’re into woodworking, you might find this 2020 article about the redo of this library interesting. The woodwork is pretty special!

Books In Stock Used Books

For more than thirty years, Wooster, Ohio has been home to a used book store called Books In Stock.

The street view is cute but the inside of this store left me gobsmacked. In fact, my fella and I enjoyed it so much, we went two days in a row! There are books upstairs and downstairs – about 80,000 of them – in all varieties of fiction and nonfiction.

I found a stack of out-of-print Sharyn McCrumb books. Adam barely left the corner with the old west non-fiction during our first trip because the inventory was so rich and this area is one of his favorite genres. He gave off kid in a candy store vibes every time I walked past.

The kids room upstairs features a nice mural. Everything is in good condition, it’s organized, and the prices are fair.

We were barely a mile down the road before I was plotting a summertime return.

How fortunate for the people of Wooster they have such a nice bookstore! Find more about them here!

Reading In 2025

I have been beating myself up over my 2025 reading list. This year’s goal was to read 100 books. Truthfully friends, there is no prize for hitting my goal, nor punishment for a miss. The point is to keep me always reaching for a book rather than a tv remote or worse, for my phone. I spend way too much time scrolling as it is and do enjoy a good book. 

I fell behind at some point this summer. A dozen books behind schedule is a pretty big hole to dig yourself out of but I did manage. Yet, all along, I felt like I was doing something wrong. Like what I was reading wasn’t good enough. 

Never mind all the articles and professional reading I was doing as well. 

My reading tastes range from historical fiction to thrillers to kiddie lit and non-fiction on a variety of topics. It felt like this year I devoted too many slots on my list to kid’s books. Out of the 102, 15 were kiddie lit. Three were from the Hector Fox storybook series gifted to the world by an author named Astrid Sheckels. These books feature exquisite artwork and fabulous stories about this group of animals that go on grand adventures but always come home to Hector’s den where they read a book or eat snacks together.

I want to live in Hector’s home, by the way. 

The kiddie lit stack also includes Charlotte’s Web and the first of Laura Ingalls Wilder’s Little House On The Prairie series. I hadn’t read either since I was a child and was taken by how beautifully written these books are. The stories are captivating and thought provoking. These two and Hester Fox are better told stories than many of the adult contemporary fiction books I have read this year. 

I also read 20 nonfiction books on a variety of topics including farm life in the Great Depression, living in nature, and true crime. 

The rest were fiction and that stack included some truly wonderful books along with some that I would deem junk food for the brain. In particular, there were some thriller writers that required no effort to read.

I have a bookshelf where all the current year’s books live and where they are shelved in the order I read them. I also keep a Goodreads list and a notebook to record the books I read. The shelf, though, allows me to visualize all that I’ve read this year and the space these stories occupy in the world. 

Let’s face it – this is kind of a trophy shelf but I’m ok with that. 

On January 1, I always remove the books from those shelves and sort them on the kitchen table into the categories of Fiction, Non Fiction, and Children’s. I sort the favorites and which ones to give away. Then I shelve the keepers in their permanent homes. It’s a fun process for a closeted librarian. 

As I removed them 2025 books from that shelf, I realized there are trends in my reading year. Winter is reserved for longer books and a lot of nonfiction. By spring I’m reading more fiction, the heat of summer introduces kids books, and by Christmas it’s a steady diet of Richard Paul Evans and others who tell soft, happy Christmas stories. 

I read some great books this year. Why on Earth am I beating myself up over some kiddie lit that, in the grand scheme of things, is better done than some of the bubblegum fiction we are told we should be reading? 

Don’t worry. I’m done beating myself up now.

Reading is reading, friends. Whether you’re reading storybooks to your kids or diving deep into the world of Jane Austen, or reading bestselling fiction, it is all reading. 

And what a miracle it is that 26 little letters can be manipulated into thousands of words that tell a story in a book that is unique of all the other books next to it on a shelf. The creativity and effort that goes into writing books is something to be celebrated! The fact you choose a book over other distractions is amazing. 

Let us rejoice that there are books in this world and that we choose to read them! 

Valiant Or Nuts?

This weekend I bought a book just to save it from an uncertain fate. Have you ever done that? Probably not but hear me out. 

I was browsing the Half Price Books clearance section when I came across this beautiful spine and cover amongst the children’s chapter books. When it was published in 1879, it was part of a series called the “Boy Trapper Series” which was indeed geared toward kids. 

In 2025, it’s an antique in great condition for its age and probably not that interesting to modern children. 

Author Harry Castlemon penned this tale about a young boy named David Evans who works as a trapper and mail carrier. As best I can tell, it’s not worth much. I paid $5 for it on clearance but found a few copies going for $30-$40 online. The cover is beautiful and it reminded me of all the book crafts that folks are peddling in videos online these days. Crafty types are hollowing out books to hold a vase, making them into kitchen knife holders or ripping off the cover to frame. Heart stopping, some of these are, and I hated to see this poor old book gutted and hung on some kid’s wall. 

So, there you go. My book collecting has officially taken a new turn. No longer am I just buying books I want to read, I’m now buying them so no one else can have them. 

Valiant or nuts? It’s a fine line and I’m ok with whatever side you think I belong on. 

Legends Bookstore

When we decided to visit Cody, Wyoming, I was stoked to learn there’s an independent bookstore in this legendary city’s downtown. It’s called Legends Bookstore, and friends, it’s like someone built a bookstore around the reading tastes of my fella and myself. 

Really, their nonfiction section is robust, they have lots of local interest books and the fiction section was not bad either. I spoke with an employee who said they mainly stock bestseller fiction but they pay special attention to nonfiction because that’s what most local readers seek.

We were there on a breezy, chilly, rainy day and had allotted plenty of time to browse. It’s cozy and welcoming with nice lighting and lots of interesting displays. I found a solid stack of books including one about the first female Hollywood stuntwoman. By the way, she was a pioneer, making movies in the nineteen-teens. 

I would have bought more but was worried about suitcase space so I will just encourage you to go shop there and buy lots if you can.  

They do have a small coffee bar, a few gift items, and some children’s books as well so there’s literally something for everyone. 

Check out their website for more!