Blue Fjord Worries

Two gallons of Blue Fjord Pittsburgh Paint, a new roller pan and brush had lived in the corner of my utility room for about twenty hours before buyer’s remorse started to set in. That was two days after Christmas, after I had bravely marched into the store and asked a nice lady at the paint counter to help me figure out what kind of paint would work best for a bedroom. 

I was so certain I was doing the right thing at that moment. This is going to look amazing! After all, the room gets plenty of light to offset the dark color and an entire wall is covered by tall bookshelves laden with part of my book collection, I told the paint counter lady. 

And then doubt and uncertainty began to crowd in. I would wake up in the night thinking the shade would be too dark. It would be oppressive. This went on until I finally put on my big girl pants and started painting Friday night. I actually spent my lunch break moving furniture and patching nail holes before painting a large swath of one small wall to see how it looked. 

And you know something? I should have trusted my instincts. I think the results are great. In the light of day, it’s rich and bold. As the light wanes, it becomes moody and cozy – perfect for a restful night’s sleep. 

Isn’t that how things go sometimes? You make a great choice but a nagging little voice starts asking needless questions that nearly ruin the whole thing. 

So I have a new blue bedroom. Here’s a photo from last night. Unfortunately, I forgot to get a decent daytime photo so you get the night view which isn’t quite as impressive.

Since it’s still January and No Spend Challenge time, I shopped my house and found things to finish the room. I may eventually buy some curtains but, for now, I’m happy with my old curtains. They’re actually turquoise but they look blue against the wall, lending a nice monochromatic feel to the room. They’re also blackout curtains and help to keep the room warm.

There are a couple of other things to buy – some rub and buff to update a couple of black picture frames and a small area rug come to mind. I have a new comforter to put on the bed when the weather warms. For now, I’ll keep out the winter plaid quilt and warm throw. I’m going to buy the rub and buff my next trip to the store. It will be useful for a variety of immediate projects and an inexpensive supply that I can justify because I have nothing on hand to use in its place.  The rug can wait till I find the right thing someday.

I’m no decorator but I like surrounding myself with things that make me happy. The walls were a light, bright creamy yellow for a lot of years. That served me well but I was ready to embrace a completely new style and a color palette that will soothe my tired mind and create a warm, peaceful retreat. 

Mission accomplished, I think. 

Unfortunately, the bathroom now looks really shabby. That will be more than a coat of paint since it’s well past time to rip out the carpet and replace the flooring. Honestly, who wants carpet in a bathroom, anyway?

For now though, I’ll focus on those pretty blue walls and hope they bring many sweet dreams.

Silent Sunday

Basilica of St. Mary of the Assumption

Gloom And Light

It’s a gloomy day here in southern Ohio. Most of my snow is gone and there’s fog setting the scene for a perfect day to stay inside and cozy.

I’ll be indoors but maybe not so cozy. I have to face the consequences of decisions made yesterday when I decided that it was time to paint my bedroom. It’s about half done and I can finish most of it on my own. Adam asked to help when he learned what I was doing so I’m going to ask him to take care of the highest part of one tall wall. A ladder and long arms will come in handy for that section.

Meanwhile, I’m thinking of all the first responders and folks who have no choice but to go out this morning. It sounds like black ice is wreaking havoc all around.

Yes, I still have up a tree as the photo illustrates. This tree features white lights, woodland creatures and other things hallmark of winter rather than Christmas. I’m glad for the pretty lights reflecting in the window this morning.

My furnace is getting a break today since it’s warmer but we are expecting a steep dip in temperatures like much of the nation. I worry for people who can’t afford their heating bill, for homeless folks, and especially for those in North Carolina who are still living in tents after a hurricane devastated areas that should never see a hurricane.

I’m grateful for my circumstances and hope you are as fortunate as I am.

Majestic Moment: Spotting A Bald Eagle

Yesterday I saw a bald eagle. It was a magnificent sight and one of those core memories I hope to never fade.

I have seen them from afar but have never seen one airborne that was so close. From afar, they look like a large bird of prey but it’s hard to appreciate just how large they are. My bird guide says their wingspan can reach from 6 to 7.5 foot! 

I came around a curve in time to see this magnificent creature flying across a field and over the road ahead of my car before turning to retrace its path back across the field toward a creek.

Friends, it was so close I could see its eyes. It was so close I had the sensation it could land on the hood of my car. It was so close that it felt like something miraculous was happening. 

How something this large can move so gracefully and so elegantly through the air is beyond me. The moment happened so fast and I was driving so I have no photographic evidence. In case you are not sure what a bald eagle looks like, here’s a stock image.

President Biden signed legislation on Christmas Eve that makes the bald eagle our national bird. It’s strange because I already thought it was the national bird so I’m glad that’s finally done.

The Ohio Department of Natural Resources (ODNR) says that January is a great time for spotting bald eagles. That’s because this is when they begin courtship and pair bonding. With the foliage gone, they’re easier to spot here in the heavily wooded hills. 

Have you seen a bald eagle in the wild? Tell me your story!

Part Of Me

Part of me misses adventuring during my No Spend Challenges. Winter is a great time to meander through museums and bookstores and to try soups and pies in diners and dives far and wide. It’s a great time for movies and concerts at little theaters and for treats at a local bakery.

Part of me wants to hit the road and not look back. Yet I’m mostly pleased to be right where I am.

Winter and No Spend Challenge months are also good for puzzles and a sleeping cat who curls up at your feet while you read. They are good for homemade cobbler and for knowing the snow can fall because you aren’t leaving home this weekend. They are good for so many reasons.

In general, life is pretty good.

The challenge will be done soon enough. Spring will come, bringing with it opportunities for hikes and exploration, for road trips and adventure. If my adventure free life becomes took much, I can spend some time planning day trips for spring!

I’ll be ready by then.

No Matter What

No matter what’s happening in this world, know this: you most likely cannot change most of it.

What you can do, though, is change how you react, how you internalize, and how you pitch in to make the world better in whatever small way you can.

Even if your contribution is only to not make matters worse or only to make your slice of this earth better for you and those around you, that’s something.

No matter what’s going on in this world, make your bed, go for a walk, bake some cookies, and wash your dishes.

No matter what’s going on in this world, feather your nest and do what you can as well as you can. Just keep going. Keep breathing. 

No matter what’s going on in this world, as long as you keep trying and as long as you don’t harm yourself trying to shoulder the burden, it will be fine.

Your life is your journey. Make it count.